This year is about to over and i have been rewinding myself and I actually feel pretty darn good about life. Things aren't exactly the way I want them, but then i realise that For me, this winter has been much better. There have been a lot of bad news all around me, including finding that my grandmother has breast cancer and i am helpless cant do much abt it, she is going away...........I do get really lonely being a single woman,So yeah, sometimes I got sad and lonelyBut health-wise, night and days from my winter last year, Tanush's health.. still i am better off.
I was not able to spent a lot of time with my son and granny. I know, it might sound crazy but i thought of not working for a while and give my son and granny some time, they are bored big time and my son feel left out.Thought of sending him to a boarding school too,but he is super cute and the way he has expressed himself abt going to boarding school has taken me aback.He really seemed to enjoy the one on one time with me on weekends and dont want me to go to work or leaving him alone in boarding school.
I have always felt like something has always been missing from my life. Some people might argue that I am not missing something.... but I have always felt like this one person should be. I have never met this person and never know if ever i will...
Then there is work. I have been so overwhelmingly busy at work the past several months. The last thing I want to do when I get home is spend a lot of time with family.Work has been crazy busy BUT in a good way!.
I swear to God, I am trying to have a life full of the fun, bang, happiness but it's a sunday night and well, here I am, writing at my laptop
Have gone through Ups and downs of life....and seen almost all the seasons in this journey to the edge of Life. Still waiting for love of my life.............
