Sunday, January 25, 2015

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Monday, January 12, 2015

YOUR LOVE


 

Sitting at home,
with tears in my eyes

Writing this but
The silence is weighing me down,
The silence is deafening,
The silence between us won't go away,
Knowing that nothing will be alright
Wondering if you are close or far

You said you would never hurt me,
and like a fool, I believed your every word.
My openness was injured
My trust was broken
And it was you who made it hurt.

Your love for me had disappeared
suddenly overnight,
and I woke up with a heavy heart
still longing for the way it used to be,
back when you loved me.

But What can I do? I fell in love with you

For me, love never changes,
even though inside your heart it does.
All I really want is to feel your love again,
and know that you love me now,
just as much as you did then.

But most of all,
I long to know,
if you really ever loved me
 
Or  will  YOU always love me?

 

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Broken

 
Without You
 
So alone
Deep inside myself I'm crying
I'm screaming and no one can hear
But who would listen if they could anyway?
 
All these years I've suffered,
All these years I've cried

inside I was hurt,
inside I was dying

I've given up all my faith
I've given up believing,
 
No one knows how I feel,
No one truly even knows
How long my life has been like this
How far am I willing to go?"

Lost, Broken, Unwanted
 
Things I've always wanted,
Taken far from me.
People that I love,
Walk the other way,
 
I'm all alone in this dark place,
As I sit here silently screaming,
Tears pour from my eyes,
But there's not a soul that cares,
 
I'm alive yet barely breathing
Time goes by
Yet I don't understand
The purpose of this feeling


Vows that sadly cannot endure
promises made but now ignored
answers to questions constantly needed

Arguments started but never completed
reconciled within naive denial
heartache unraveling from the core
hindered by broken wings that never soar

My heart crushed and you watched it fall
Did nothing worthy through it all
As it tumbled over the mountain's crest
You stood stiff - heartless like the rest
 

Promising, promising you would care,
Promises are meant to break
To see how much the heart can take,
To see how fast the eye can bleed
And how far we can go with greed
To feel how well we burn with pride
Until the pain breaks us inside...
And mountains crash; yes hearts will tear
To see how much a person cares.

The world was falling with you there

You watched and let my life decay

Maybe to you,
it wasn't a big thing,
but remember this,
you were my everything.


My world fell, and you weren't
there


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Conflict between Heart and Mind

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There are moments when we feel conflict between heart and mind. specially In times of uncertainty there is nothing worse than the tug of war between heart and mind.

Sometimes Our intuition gives us a message , a hunch or a sign from the heart, but then our head takes over and we start to reason, and question that sign.

we all have a tendency to play it safe and to do what is comfortable - that's a head talk.
we are afraid to step out of the crowd, afraid to step away from what is comfortable, what everyone else is doing. We don’t want to have to justify our actions so we simply conform.  After all, it takes courage to step outside the norm.  and we always wanting to belong, not wanting to be ridiculed or laughed at, so we conform.

It takes courage to really stop and listen to what your heart is telling you,It takes courage to follow your heart.


My mind goes left, but my heart goes right
Its just two emotions locked in a fight

Heart says I want to love him, I want to be there and care
But my mind keeps telling me he'll never be there

Why can't I stop feeling
the way I do?
I know I'll never find
another you.

     
TUG OF WAR CONTINUES BETWEEN HEART AN MIND......................