Broken

 

Without You

 

So alone
Deep inside myself I'm crying
I'm screaming and no one can hear
But who would listen if they could anyway?

 

All these years I've suffered,
All these years I've cried
inside I was hurt,
inside I was dying
I've given up all my faith
I've given up believing, 
No one knows how I feel,
No one truly even knows
How long my life has been like this
How far am I willing to go?"
Lost, Broken, Unwanted 
Things I've always wanted,
Taken far from me.
People that I love,
Walk the other way, I'm all alone in this dark place,
As I sit here silently screaming,Tears pour from my eyes,
But there's not a soul that cares, I'm alive yet barely breathing
Time goes by
Yet I don't understand
The purpose of this feeling

Vows that sadly cannot endure
promises made but now ignored
answers to questions constantly needed
Arguments started but never completed
reconciled within naive denial
heartache unraveling from the core
hindered by broken wings that never soar
My heart crushed and you watched it fall
Did nothing worthy through it all
As it tumbled over the mountain's crest
You stood stiff - heartless like the rest
 
Promising, promising you would care,

Promises are meant to break
To see how much the heart can take,
To see how fast the eye can bleed
And how far we can go with greed
To feel how well we burn with pride
Until the pain breaks us inside...
And mountains crash; yes hearts will tear
To see how much a person cares.

The world was falling with you there

You watched and let my life decay

Maybe to you,
it wasn't a big thing,
but remember this,
you were my everything.

My world fell, and you weren't

there