Someone somewhere

At times life becomes so clueless, all of sudden you feel so alone ,helpless and most deprived person on this earth, nothing seems bigger than your own problems.
you are just not able to think rationally and forget about all the good things you have got in life and mind and heart goes out for things which we don’t posses or things which are not in our hand, sense of sadness, helplessness and frustrations starts taking space and in turn you lose your general sense of happiness and you start cribbing about small issues in life.
There are times when you wish to have someone who can be just there for you without being judgmental...what went wrong ,when, how , who were at fault. You just wish for that one person in life who can hear you, be there for you, when you feel low and down you should be able to express anything without any inhibition.
But then you realise when such moments creeps in, that you have nobody who can understand the situation and can relate with it.
You feel so unfortunate after having couple of friends and so called acquaintance that you just can’t talk about anything to anyone.
And you feel that very moment
"Koi hota jiskoo apna hum apna keh lety yaroo
Pass nahee to dur hee hota lekin koi mera apna"
When things starts going in the wrong direction, it seems it goes wrong in all the direction, nowhere you are able to find that brightness which comes after every dark night.
But times doesn’t stop for anything when after a long and gloomy night dawn comes....you again start your daily life leaving things behind and again you start hoping may be things will be okay some day...and life goes on like this.
“Har Taraf Har jagah beshumar aadmi,
Fir bhee tanhaiyo kaa shikar aadmi”

Then times comes when you get over with it and then you again starts thinking and realise that those were so small issues
and problems and you have spent your valuable time for something which was never yours, things which were never meant to be for you......